| posty post post like things |
[Jul. 10th, 2009|09:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | thoughtful | ] | Fall semester for college may not be happening, but I'm keeping up hope. pulling alot of extra hours at work, so maybe with enough scrimping i can pull it off. I'm thinking that i may take up music again. and dance.not to make a career out of it or anything. Those days are long behind me. But the fact is, music is the one consistent thing I have.I miss it. I feel empty without it;incomplete and hollow. thats just the truth of it. So...I looked into some dance classes, but I'm waiting to hear back from a few school on what their adult program will be for the fall. And as for singing goes...I was thinking of checking into some of the stuff at OCCC. It could meet a credit requirement,and help fill that part of me that is slowly dying. These past few weeks have been devasting,heartbreaking and incredibly emotional for me. I'm dealing with things in my new way.Yoga,Meditation,reading uplifting books.Still not on medication , though I will admit, today came close. I came so close to just tossing in the towel and going back to the docs.But i made it through the day and I'm pretty damn proud of that. Things hurt. Alot. That's the day to day world, and we all will muddle through. That's what we do. I'm realizing that the past..is the past. and sometimes you can't go back.Time passes. Things change. People become different creatures,almost strangers. you know them, because you would know them anywhere. the lines of their body is as familiar as your own. but something in you...something in you is changed.and thereis too much hurt.Like a valley between you. Like states. Like a country. What does this mean? *shrug* who knows? What does it ever mean? Things in me are changing. Thats really all it amounts to.music.work.dance.good literature.These are things that I know right now and know well.They are the only things I am even remotely qualified to talk about anymore really. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jul. 10th, 2009|08:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
CHE: Oh what a circus! Oh what a show! Argentina has gone to town Over the death of an actress called Eva Peron We've all gone crazy Mourning all day and mourning all night Falling over ourselves to get all of the misery right Oh what an exit! That's how to go! When they're ringing your curtain down Demand to be buried like Eva Peron It's quite a sunset And good for the country in a roundabout way We've made the front page of all the world's papers today But who is this Santa Evita? Why all this howling hysterical sorrow? What kind of goddess has lived among us? How will we ever get by without her? She had her moments--she had some style The best show in town was the crowd Outside the Casa Rosada crying, "Eva Peron" But that's all gone now As soon as the smoke from the funeral clears We're all going to see how she did nothing for years!
CROWD Salve regina mater misericordiae Vita dulcedo et spes nostra Salve salve regina Ad te clamamus exules filii Eva Ad te suspiramus gementes et flentes O clemens o pia
CHE You let down your people Evita You were supposed to have been immortal That's all they wanted Not much to ask for But in the end you could not deliver Sing you fools! But you got it wrong Enjoy your prayers because you haven't got long Your queen is dead, your king is through She's not coming back to you Show business kept us all alive Since 17 October 1945 But the star has gone, the glamour's worn thin That's a pretty bad state for a state to be in Instead of government we had a stage Instead of ideas a prima donna's rage Instead of help we were given a crowd She didn't say much but she said it loud And who am I who dares to keep His head held high while millions weep? Why the exception to the rule? Opportunist? Traitor? Fool? Or just a man who grew and saw From seventeen to twenty-four His country bled, crucified? She's not the only one who's died! Sing you fools? But you got it wrong Enjoy your prayers because you haven't got long Your queen is dead, your king is through She's not coming back to you
CROWD Salve regina mater misericordiae Vita dulcedo et spes nostra Salve salve regina Peron Ad te clamamus exules filii Eva Ad te suspiramus gementes et flentes O clemens o pia (A non-descript GIRL moves through the pageantry of the funeral. She sings as the voice of the dead Evita)
GIRL Don't cry for me Argentina For I am ordinary, unimportant And undeserving of such attention Unless we all are--I think we all are Ride on my train o my people And when it's your turn to die you'll remember They fired those cannons, sang lamentations Not just for Eva, for Argentina Not just for Eva, for everybody So share my glory, so share my coffin So share my glory, so share my coffin
CHE It's our funeral too |
|
|
| I live, |
[Jul. 5th, 2009|07:08 pm] |
|
Honestly Twitter (davenfonet) and my facebook have replaced LJ. I still will use the to catch up on people, but don't expect anything new or life shattering here. I might also start a real blog or something; who knows. If i do you'll probably all be the last to know :-( |
|
|
| Looking for Spinelicker. |
[Jul. 1st, 2009|01:15 pm] |
Hi all! Not a warning, just curious if anybody knows if Spinelicker is around? I commissioned her for a traditional badge at last year's Anthrocon, and I know she finished it because she posted it to FA. It was great! Unfortunately, she appears to have disappeared off of FA and I haven't been able to get in contact with her by commenting on her page or sending notes.
I really, really want that badge-- it came out great. I hate to pester her, but I haven't sent any notes in a while and I'm not about to post randomly on her personal LJ about it unless I absolutely have to. It's simply that I know she's been around at cons and the like, so I know she hasn't totally dropped off the face of the earth.
I'd be thrilled if somebody could put me in contact with her or something! It's only a matter of shipping it out, after all. Thanks. |
|
|
| Bakuretsu-Con 2009 - Round 1 of Guests |
[Jun. 28th, 2009|12:56 pm] |
Being that I'm principle staff for this thing shameless plug ahead:
The staff of Bakuretsu Con is excited to announce that voice actor/artist Sonny Strait (DBZ/FMA/One Piece) and artist Svetlana Chmakova (Drama Con) will be our honored guests at this year's convention. Read all about them on our website http://www.bakuretsucon.org |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| |
|
|