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posty post post like things [Jul. 10th, 2009|09:02 pm]

wiltessa
[mood | thoughtful]

Fall semester for college may not be happening, but I'm keeping up hope. pulling alot of extra hours at work, so maybe with enough scrimping i can pull it off.
I'm thinking that i may take up music again. and dance.not to make a career out of it or anything. Those days are long behind me. But the fact is, music is the one consistent thing I have.I miss it. I feel empty without it;incomplete and hollow. thats just the truth of it.
So...I looked into some dance classes, but I'm waiting to hear back from a few school on what their adult program will be for the fall. And as for singing goes...I was thinking of checking into some of the stuff at OCCC. It could meet a credit requirement,and help fill that part of me that is slowly dying.
These past few weeks have been devasting,heartbreaking and incredibly emotional for me. I'm dealing with things in my new way.Yoga,Meditation,reading uplifting books.Still not on medication , though I will admit, today came close. I came so close to just tossing in the towel and going back to the docs.But i made it through the day and I'm pretty damn proud of that.
Things hurt. Alot. That's the day to day world, and we all will muddle through. That's what we do.
I'm realizing that the past..is the past. and sometimes you can't go back.Time passes. Things change. People become different creatures,almost strangers. you know them, because you would know them anywhere. the lines of their body is as familiar as your own. but something in you...something in you is changed.and thereis too much hurt.Like a valley between you.
Like states.
Like a country.
What does this mean? *shrug* who knows? What does it ever mean? Things in me are changing. Thats really all it amounts to.music.work.dance.good literature.These are things that I know right now and know well.They are the only things I am even remotely qualified to talk about anymore really.
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2009|08:04 am]

wiltessa
[mood | sad]


CHE:
Oh what a circus! Oh what a show!
Argentina has gone to town
Over the death of an actress called Eva Peron
We've all gone crazy
Mourning all day and mourning all night
Falling over ourselves to get all of the misery right
Oh what an exit! That's how to go!
When they're ringing your curtain down
Demand to be buried like Eva Peron
It's quite a sunset
And good for the country in a roundabout way
We've made the front page of all the world's papers today
But who is this Santa Evita?
Why all this howling hysterical sorrow?
What kind of goddess has lived among us?
How will we ever get by without her?
She had her moments--she had some style
The best show in town was the crowd
Outside the Casa Rosada crying, "Eva Peron"
But that's all gone now
As soon as the smoke from the funeral clears
We're all going to see how she did nothing for years!

CROWD
Salve regina mater misericordiae
Vita dulcedo et spes nostra
Salve salve regina
Ad te clamamus exules filii Eva
Ad te suspiramus gementes et flentes
O clemens o pia

CHE
You let down your people Evita
You were supposed to have been immortal
That's all they wanted
Not much to ask for
But in the end you could not deliver
Sing you fools! But you got it wrong
Enjoy your prayers because you haven't got long
Your queen is dead, your king is through
She's not coming back to you
Show business kept us all alive
Since 17 October 1945
But the star has gone, the glamour's worn thin
That's a pretty bad state for a state to be in
Instead of government we had a stage
Instead of ideas a prima donna's rage
Instead of help we were given a crowd
She didn't say much but she said it loud
And who am I who dares to keep
His head held high while millions weep?
Why the exception to the rule?
Opportunist? Traitor? Fool?
Or just a man who grew and saw
From seventeen to twenty-four
His country bled, crucified?
She's not the only one who's died!
Sing you fools? But you got it wrong
Enjoy your prayers because you haven't got long
Your queen is dead, your king is through
She's not coming back to you

CROWD
Salve regina mater misericordiae
Vita dulcedo et spes nostra
Salve salve regina Peron
Ad te clamamus exules filii Eva
Ad te suspiramus gementes et flentes
O clemens o pia
(A non-descript GIRL moves through the pageantry of the
funeral. She sings as the voice of the dead Evita)

GIRL
Don't cry for me Argentina
For I am ordinary, unimportant
And undeserving of such attention
Unless we all are--I think we all are
Ride on my train o my people
And when it's your turn to die you'll remember
They fired those cannons, sang lamentations
Not just for Eva, for Argentina
Not just for Eva, for everybody
So share my glory, so share my coffin
So share my glory, so share my coffin

CHE
It's our funeral too
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Everyone Dance! [Jul. 7th, 2009|04:39 pm]

paxnirvana
[mood | amused]

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random random random [Jul. 6th, 2009|09:09 am]

paxnirvana
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[mood | content]

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I live, [Jul. 5th, 2009|07:08 pm]

davenfonet
Honestly Twitter (davenfonet) and my facebook have replaced LJ. I still will use the to catch up on people, but don't expect anything new or life shattering here. I might also start a real blog or something; who knows. If i do you'll probably all be the last to know :-(
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Looking for Spinelicker. [Jul. 1st, 2009|01:15 pm]

artists_beware

[mialattia]
[mood |curious]

Hi all! Not a warning, just curious if anybody knows if Spinelicker is around? I commissioned her for a traditional badge at last year's Anthrocon, and I know she finished it because she posted it to FA. It was great! Unfortunately, she appears to have disappeared off of FA and I haven't been able to get in contact with her by commenting on her page or sending notes.

I really, really want that badge-- it came out great. I hate to pester her, but I haven't sent any notes in a while and I'm not about to post randomly on her personal LJ about it unless I absolutely have to. It's simply that I know she's been around at cons and the like, so I know she hasn't totally dropped off the face of the earth.

I'd be thrilled if somebody could put me in contact with her or something! It's only a matter of shipping it out, after all. Thanks.
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Saiyuki Gaiden Chapter 34 (final) [Jun. 29th, 2009|11:28 am]

paxnirvana
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Bakuretsu-Con 2009 - Round 1 of Guests [Jun. 28th, 2009|12:56 pm]

davenfonet
Being that I'm principle staff for this thing shameless plug ahead:

The staff of Bakuretsu Con is excited to announce that voice actor/artist Sonny Strait (DBZ/FMA/One Piece) and artist Svetlana Chmakova (Drama Con) will be our honored guests at this year's convention. Read all about them on our website http://www.bakuretsucon.org
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